Continuing On...

Xena and Gabrielle. What they conjure in the male mind is boggling. I remember watching it on channel 50 which is out of Chicago and at the bottom they were having real time discussion on the whole thing. All the guys said these two were gay. All I can say is SNORT! It just shows that heterosexual men never get their minds out of their pants. If they gave it any thought at all it would become crystal clear that these two share a romantic relationship.

I can't say for sure if they share a discipline one or not but there were times I bet Xena's palms itched like crazy! Not only over things that Gabrielle did but Joxer too! That man could get himself into a world of hurt.

One thing that I have noticed since moving here is that the women tend to wear these really horrible shoes. I don't know if they have them quite the same in the US but OH MY! the heels are like 5"! Why on earth would anyone want to do that to themselves? Funnily enough we watch this show called Spendaholics when we think about it and many many times on there the ladies all have these HUGE collections of these shoes, some they haven't even worn. It makes prefect sense to have 300 pairs of shoes doesn't it? All guaranteed to make you get nose bleeds and ruin your feet at the same time. I don't get it. I wear crocs or trainers rarely anything remotely girly although I do own a pair of mary janes (flat heels though and black). Those are for the times when Sarah makes me wear a dress.

Even my boots are flat, lol!

After giving it a lot of thought though I suppose I would have to camp in the lesbian one. I really can't see much use for men other than, hmm, well, nope can't see any really. Does being lesbian mean I have to have sex with a woman? I don't think so. That is sexual orientation not love of women. Men mostly make me squirky although there are a few that I can be around and feel comfortable with. I think it's because they are safe for me. One is all the way in Texas and he's a brat too, so there is that affinity with him. Another is here and he's a brat too. I don't mind his Top though either unless the man gets angry. He's so not cool then.

I'm sure I am over thinking the whole thing; I do that a lot but it's my nature, lol. Anyway I will just leave this as is because it's just the way it is for me.

I was reading at a soul mate site the other day and it made me crazy to think that people can be so narrow in their thinking. This one person even said right there in black and white..."only male and female can be soul mates." PUH-LEEZE! Who gave the breeders the sole rights to anything? I knew early on that Sarah was the one for me, I can't speak for her.

So many times she tells me she is not perfect and maybe she isn't, I really wouldn't know. I do think there are more times when she should spank me but that isn't my decision. But even if she's lacking in that one little tiny thing it does not take away the other stuff. She is the kindest, most generous person that I know. She loves me! She really does. Sometimes when I think about that it makes me all gooey inside. Not in a icky way but just the fact that I know that no matter what I do or say she will stand by me and be there to pick up the pieces when I make a mess. Now don't get me wrong. She has her down side too but that isn't at all important really. For me she is the best that there is. She is my romantic friend, my soul mate, my Top and my best friend.

Coming up next... my journey on do gays go to hell?