A Little Time...

Yesterday I had a little time to do some searching; or was it Saturday? Oh well, one of them anyways and I found this really cool site for lesbians. Now before you start to get all weird and homophobic on me let me just say I never really thought of myself as lesbian before.

Long ago stuff happened and even though it was long ago it stays with me and makes up a part of me that cannot be changed now. As with all things life changing there are degrees and I suppose I took the extreme one.

But to say I am lesbian would mean I enjoy sex with women too and I don't know that I would. I have not tried it but have read about it and it does not make me all tingly or excited.

In some ways I am lesbian though, I do prefer women over men; especially men who ooze sexual prowess. You know the type I mean right? I don't mind what I call "safe" men. They are fine to be around.

When I look at a woman I do think she's hot or put together fine but don't immediately undress her. There is only one woman who does it all for me and she lives here, lol.

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What we have goes well beyond the whole lesbian thing though. It goes to romantic friendship. If two women can get there they have truly reached the top of the ladder and have something so special that it cannot be touched by anyone. Nothing surpasses it or comes close to it. That isn't to say we don't have arguments or hurt feelings or sulking because we do, after all we are both human.

It really saddens me when I talk to my friend down the way and get told that most women on the computer do not like their own sex. He finds it humourous that they all want to write about men when they don't really know they are writing about women's feelings and emotions and he keeps telling me one day he is going to write a real gay story and show them how it works, lol. Now that will be the funniest thing.

I read the stories too and enjoy them because they are writen so girly. I just presumed that they all realised that they were really writing women and not men but there I go being presumptuous or is it giving credit where credit is not due? LOL I never know for sure.

Anyways it's early morning for me and I have muchly to do today. It's an early day for the Top at work and I want to get a few things done before I am invaded by authority figures again.

*Oh and I guess I should explain that picture. You see boi is a lesbian thing.